I just went into your room....you're sound asleep and look like a perfect angel...before I was pregnant, I rarely went into your room after you fell asleep for fear of waking you...now it's a must before I go to bed...to see you one more time...
I'm not ready for you to be the big sister...
I'm not ready for you to be a toddler...
I'm not ready for you to move into your new room...
I'm not ready for your big girl bed...
I'm not ready for my time to be taken away from you...
I'm not ready....sometimes it hits me out of nowhere - I feel like I can't breathe, I have a tightness in my chest and I ask myself how this happened...how my baby turned into a little girl...I'm just not ready for any of this...
I know that tomorrow when I wake up, my face will no longer be red from crying...I will be excited for you to welcome your baby sibling soon...and I will feel better about everything...tomorrow...but for tonight....I'm just not ready....
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Beautiful post. I have yet to experience the getting ready to share love with more than one child, but it is terribly hard sometimes to watch a sweet little baby turn into an independent big kid.
Oh very sweet. Hang in there and cherish every day, hug a little longer and laugh a little more. One day at a time and one step at a time.
That brought tears once again! {{hugs}} You are so honest, I just love it!!! You'll get there.....:)
I'm not ready either!!!
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